my life, my words

Seems like the assurance that I've been looking for is still far from reach. Thanks for bringing the Doubt of posibility to a whole new level.

It's either I keep my mouth shut and be a mute from then on or you learn to see things with an open heart. Being overly sensitive will not do us any good, my dear. Afterall, it's the past.

Who's the one being sensitive here? When I share smth it means nth, when I don't share smth den it means smth. Get it?

On a brighter note, I wrote down a list of to bring things so that I can slowly add on to the list to add on fun! Boy am I excited ttm!

Ok happy mood gone again. Bye.

2:15:00 AM Y

if you have a clear conscious, you need not explain yourself. if you feel that you need to explain yourself, you did me wrong.

9:57:00 PM Y

weeee, broke my losing spree with a bang! won $100 for 20-40 cents mj game. highest record, must pen it down for memory =D

1:21:00 AM Y

WHO DONT MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL TIMES?

we all grown up together.
i miss the time when we were still young.
though busy with individual lives, they are still here,
my friends.

my sitting partners! the 4 of us always talk talk talk in class.

he taught me alot and by far knows me best.

form teacher, she whom gave us alot of motivation and encouragement during olvl period.

eddy's epic expression back then.

mandy always help to doll me up for special occasions!

AZ changed the most.

c the lantern festival gathering last time! doraemon deng long somemore!

the enthu neighbours!

fel!

there was a period the one behind went gothic.

boxing day 06/07 @ wess's hse

cheap labours!

inside lorry

xiao kang kang!

lmj!

10:45:00 PM Y

oh no, i sense something wrong, should i retreat?

2:58:00 PM Y

when too much of something, it will becomes a norm. when u face a norm, u become nonchalant. when u become nonchalant, doubts start to surface. when doubts start to surface, trust start to disappear. its a TIRING cycle if you see.

1:07:00 PM Y

met up with the lovelies at bedok 85 last friday. its been sometime since i met mandyyyy! ate chicken wing and orh lua only as i juz had ding tai feng few hours before the dinner. xlb is loveeee~ went to cash studio at bedok inter for some singing session. we requested for the super noisy ling ling long and caused fel to have a headache. went off earlier to add on to my losing spree. nvm, i feel it coming back soon baby!

a mere 2 hours of sleep and off i went for tuition. oh ya it was raining so heavily and i actually got no umbrella with me. cab or buy an umbrella, i chose to buy an umbrella since i was already on the ikea shuttle bus to pasir ris. so i stopped at giant and bought a foldable umbrella at 4.99. lucky i went giant to check instead of stupidly buying the 15.00 foldable umbrella at guardian. the rain was so huge that even under an umbrella, i was drenched. stupid brown cow spoilt my plan cos my routine is just too standard on most of the saturdays! met up with my parents for bak kut teh at bedok area and went home to ko at 11+.

slept all the way untill 1pm today, had a quick lunch and rushed to tuition again. the next 2 weeks or so will be busy with tuitions since their exams are just round the corner. after that, hopefully my wish can come trueeeee! im secretly anticipating its arrival! =DD please tell me it will come trueeeeee!

why do i have so frequent headaches??

its the little small actions that count. <3

8:38:00 PM Y

i dunno what to blog.

1:50:00 PM Y

i can totally feel the lantern festival this year! my fridge is stocked up with 2 boxes of durian snowskin mooncakes, 1 coffee snowskin mooncake, 1 normal 4 yolks mooncake and alot of tiny snowskin mooncakes with a variety of flavours which includes chocolate, greentea, yam, durian, coffee, jade and lian rong. not forgetting 1 box of normal mooncake that was already finished last last week.

and today, 2 of my students mother passed me 2 mooncakes from china with sesame seeds at the skin and 1 durian snowskin mooncake from home's favourite! my aunt also passed us one durian snowskin mooncake and lychee martini snowskin mooncake from my cousin and bro respectively. the lychee martini snowskin mooncake has a strong alc taste which comes with a sweet and bitter taste towards the end.

中秋节快乐!

simpang with poly clique last saturday. bedok 85 with sec sch clique this fri. thanks felicia for organising after seeing my angry tweets that day! much loves!

i need to stop flaring up or feeling irritated at the slightest thing. control control.

sleepy. bye.

9:22:00 PM Y

The next time the opportunity knocks on e door and again excuses like lazy or tired come to me, that's it. I swear it's very irritating to take e effort to wake up so goddamn early while e other person just nuaing away. And I alr tell u whether is it bloody available or not. U still keep asking come or dun come, got or don't have, how X173638917163times. And when I ask u to decide urself, u would say "nt available how to". Yeah precisely dude. Den how many times must u ask to really piss me off till this stage? When can u nua, blame me for informing late . When cannot, u keep asking asking asking the obvious. -_-

Tell me more about effort and initiatives.

Hate meeting up with nuashits. Really piss me off everytime. If u don't treasure, next time I will just not call u out anymore.

Tell me more about true friends.

I had insomnia for two days. Managed to fall aslp yest at 1plus am. Woke up at 7 and again now, for what?

Oh and I love eating maggie. Everytime have to sacrifice my already very little hairs for ppl who chu stunts.

I hate ppl who spoil my morning, especially a Monday morning, especially after slpless nights.

Ok enough ranting.

9:31:00 AM Y

Wa seriously havin insomnia! Panadol works like coffee for my body. I have been rolling on bed for 3 hrs. Played itouch games, msging ppl hoping I can fall aslp halfway tru some replies and blogging now. Feeling very tired but can't fall aslp is something very torturing and irritating!

I need to squeeze something for me to blog now.

Hmmmm

Let's see. I ate chicken rice for lunch and char siew rice for dinner. I walked under the rain. I talked like a re-tard-Ed to kwbgd and had a good laugh.

Count meh meh to slp. Bye.

5:21:00 AM Y

i was soooo tired of smiling just now but i kept my cool and continued smiling. forcing my nerves to smile and end up having a bad bad headache again. everyday eat panadol like fun only.

i believe that everyone has their own tempers and its just a matter of how one portray themselves as unique individuals. accept their flaws and not change the person into another person. im glad that so far so good. but 勉强是没有幸福的，要真心接受才能相处得更好。你能忍一个人一时，可是要你忍他一辈子又是另一回事。

12:59:00 AM Y

im home to nua today! finished the movie- austin powers after dragging for days. highly recommended to watch, a very nice commedy.

was briefly discussing about the ultra tough decision if it really happens. that was why all along i dont want to put myself in a tight spot and regretting at the end of the day.

telepathy. hands out and you will immediately know what i want, kinda thing.

i'm so in love with roxy sq's tom yum ban mian.

i feel like going back to the good old school days. i miss doing notes and studying for tests. i still dont miss projects. haha

a pri 1 girl betrayed my trust, so so dislike her now. =( did things on impulse due to emotional disturbances, who to blame? her, him or me?

why do all the insurance/saving plans guys have to approach people when they are already showing black face whom obviously are in a bad mood? i know it isnt difficult to be in your line but at least try to approach people with big smiles on their faces and strolling along the bus interchange waiting for you to approach.

oh ya, a short catchup with loves over at her house last week.

caught grown ups, resident evils, cats and dogs and the expendables someday last few weeks. now i cant rmb the plots for the movies, were i sleeping or do i just have short memory lifespan?

so boring, got no pictures to upload.

what a random post.

4:45:00 PM Y

been lazy to blog since my daily routine is always very standard. eat, use com, tuition, eat, use com, sleep. last weekend, my family went to paramount hotel to have a mini celebration for my dad's birthday. its an ala carte buffet served as chinese restaurant style. around $40 per pax and its pretty worth it when you go with more people as you get to try more varieties of dishes. my bro also bought durian cake and durian snowskin mooncake!

someday last week, went to ECP lagoon for chicken wing, oyster egg, stingray and satay! and again someday last week, went to geylang for dim sum. satisfied my craving for mcspicy yest and gonna satisfy my craving for justacia later!

OH YA, recently im on a losing spree. other than that, i took my phone into the toilet as i was waiting for a msg. applied facial foam, turned on the tap and the message came. took my phone and accidentally it slipped and went for a bath under the running water tap. byebye phone.

2:41:00 PM Y

few days back, it was teacher's day and i received presents from two of my students!

a letter and handphone strap from my sec 2 girl.

this is from my pri 1 girl. she locked the door, finished writing before letting me in. yes yes, spot all the mistakes.

obviously, i corrected her mistake and she rewrote the message again. she looks much cuter in real life.

she insisted that i take a photo with the board too. and this is the clearest photo she took for me after x7163716831 attempts.

the present she gave me. a little mug, 2 red pens and one fake rose.

1:49:00 AM Y

Bullshit

4:13:00 AM Y

To think I still made the effort to look at the street directory and googled the place. Thanks for tellin me the truth and assuring me that I was a fool all along.

Mia, bye world.

3:42:00 AM Y

with the help of d, i brought my pri 1 kid to tampines mall earlier on. had mac for dinner upon her request and up we went to the 4th floor for arcade. d can be a typical daddy who will dote on his children alot. lol he topped up the arcade card each time the kid wanted to play more games. if it were me, i would have just rejected my kid. after arcade, she dragged us to toy's rus and by then i was already quite exhausted. so i came to a conclusion that taking care of small kids arent as simple as i thought. just few hours out with her and bearing a huge responsibility can be really tiring.

anyway, she gave me teacher's day present and im lazy to upload the picture. shall do so when im freeeeeeeeee. =D

11:01:00 PM Y

i failed to understand, im sorry.

2:02:00 AM Y

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