my life, my words

i know i have no other choice other than being patient.
i never understand karma, now i do. totally.
im sorry for my sins and hope livia will be urs soon ^^

just forget the bad, remember the good
follow the beat, and feel the heat.

teoheng with baibai yest and i sang for almost the whole 2 hours!

9:50:00 AM Y

哈哈哈! 终于给我盼到了最后一天! 脱离苦海啊!

today will be the last day im travelling to woodlands at such an early time. today will be the last day i have to be a saikang warrior. today will be the last day i get to see my colleagues. today my boss is treating me pizzahut and KFC!
im waiting for him to come back before we enjoy our feast.
awwwwww, im really excited! Freedom at last!

i love it this way, let ~~natural~~ nature take its course. =D

9:46:00 AM Y

i want to change, to a better person with better attitude.
i want to smile everyday and take things easy.
i want to forgive and forget.
i want to demand less and be satisfied.
i want to listen more and talk less.

because,
i no longer recognise myself in the mirror.
i suck.

from then on, please remind me that shiyi has to change.
23rd august will be the day of judgement.

and i secretly love my quiet hideout, the rooftop.

2:10:00 PM Y

Tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again.

10:54:00 AM Y

feeling lethargic at work today. my boss has been asking whats with my monotonous voice and i just replied "i'm tired". actually you are the reason that caused me to be such! nvm, his work is more or less done and whats more, SIP is ending in 2 1/2 days time! i swear i will never come to woodlands ever again unless necessary. (except for cny, as my uncle lives here)

it was raining this morning. i bought along my umbrella but she very naughty, chose to be faulty during rainy days. so i had no choice but to put on my hoodie and walk around like little brown riding hood.

k bye, i have nothing else to blog.

3:19:00 PM Y

it is just like a circle, going round and round without an end. listening to the songs, reading the lyrics, i feel so much being in the storylines. reflected, everything was good but somehow they just dont last and i really wonder why. it never seems to last more than 30 days, how sad. it is extremely difficult to strike a balance in life. whenever this aspect of your life is smooth running, the other aspects are bound to have hipcups. maybe i should live in my own world as well, stop caring about things happening around me and perhaps i can smile everyday then.

it seems that everyone is having mixed feelings towards the fact that SIP is finishing soon. as much as i hate woodlands, i still feel happy seeing all these familiar faces after the long MC break last week. its like everyone started caring and asking where have i disappeared to. haha, at least my absence is still known. i confess i've been real slack at work these few days, not at all productive i swear (manager is off for some seminar, will only be back on wed). holiday is here soon! and shall all welcome the nightmare MP with open arms!

anyway im still feeling gastric discomfort, suspect is gastric flu. i popped a gastric med given by my colleague and little naughty stomach does feels more relaxed indeed. hopefully i can gain back my appetide and eat like a pig again soon. i feel weak without eating my favourite rice and chicken. my 2nd bro is back from TW with lots of goodies foodies, shall explore them once im free and hungry.

shall we rewind time anot? i want to go back to the good old days. i no longer knows how to face others, or even myself. cause i dunno who to trust except my family.

11:04:00 AM Y

i just wanted to follow the flow, not taking every single cents into account. cmon, who dont need to enjoy some luxuries and relaxation along the way? i dont mind spending extra now and then to have some good food, at least thats life. i just dont get it why money must always be the sensitive issue.

not fully recovered yet. i still have some spinning spells within me these few days and hello, i just vomitted again this morning. i board the bus, alighted after 2 pathetic stops and ran to a drain to vomit. my stomach has been rebellious and refuses to take in food. it has been like that ever since my fever subsided. sour plum is not of use, but it seems like im always so normal when ure around. just like i can almost finish my whole plate of pasta last night yet i cant finish half a cup of milo this morning. naughty little body, naughty little stomach.

also, my mom and colleagues commented that i've slimmed down quite a fair bit after this 5 days MC and true enough, i shredded 2 kg! haha, tell me how not to slim down when i cant even finish half a packet of rice now. or should i say my stomach cant even recog those rice now as i've only been eating the dishes(meat, vege, fish, etc). A good chance to cut down on those bouncy fats.

but no joke, those 5 days werent spent easily as all i did was sleep, eat, use com. not forgetting those irritating yet touching moments where my parents wake me up every hr interval to measure my temperature. but seriously have to thanks my parents for taking extremely good care of me, my bro for wiping me with iced cloth when my temp shot up to 39.1 degree celsius and love for coming over to make me sleep well during one of the night. thanks god its all over, soon.

Humans are selfish.

12:49:00 PM Y

What a fine day to start off with.

11:06:00 AM Y

woke up having fever still
subsided after some medication control
giddy and serious headache the whole day.
lied on bed trying to get some life out of it.

May i recover soon,
for i swear it sucks feeling giddy.

-edited
its still not that bad afterall.

7:48:00 PM Y

Another 2 days MC

9:44:00 PM Y

time really flies. remember how i first started SIP whining all day long, counting down the days with 3 pathetic digits. till then, i still whine alot about the hassle of travelling to woodlands everyday and the stressful working environment with all the hypocrites around. not saying that everything about sip is bad, i do have nice colleagues who treat me like their daughter, alot of things to learn from the hands on and slacking time during sat especially. now that im left with 9 days, do i miss SIP or not. haha, maybe when we start to have projects and presentations again, i will miss SIP.

i'm feeling better today! =))

11:21:00 AM Y

high fever.
cough.
sorethroat.

2 days MC

9:57:00 PM Y

11:34:00 PM Y

[A*h*-D*i*] life is tough but i'm tougher [ShenZhen/ZhuHai Day 6 trip updated!!] says:
haha
u guess wat im doin nw
shiyi says:
watching channelsnewasia
[A*h*-D*i*] life is tough but i'm tougher [ShenZhen/ZhuHai Day 6 trip updated!!] says:
no
u gues correctly i treat u eat tcc
shiyi says:
no hint?
[A*h*-D*i*] life is tough but i'm tougher [ShenZhen/ZhuHai Day 6 trip updated!!] says:
related to a website
3 chance to guess
shiyi says:
updating blog
[A*h*-D*i*] life is tough but i'm tougher [ShenZhen/ZhuHai Day 6 trip updated!!] says:
no
shiyi says:
mobtv
[A*h*-D*i*] life is tough but i'm tougher [ShenZhen/ZhuHai Day 6 trip updated!!] says:
no
last chance
shiyi says:
bloghop
[A*h*-D*i*] life is tough but i'm tougher [ShenZhen/ZhuHai Day 6 trip updated!!] says:
wrong
i love my beloved country singapore
and now i in NDP website listening to NDP theme song
but this year nt nice one
shiyi says:
-_-

10:44:00 PM Y

Belated photos!
AC AGM

11:16:00 AM Y

Belated photos!
Ricky's belated birthday at ky's place

i blindfolded him and brought him up wc's car.

nice swensen ice cream cake.

prepared by game master, amberlyn

they had to blow off all the candles.

the two birthday stars

i uploaded this for a reason, hor coryn? LOL

i looked sleepy cos i just woke up like 1 or 2 hours ago.

lastly, a group before we cabbed down stjames for leslie's 20th

10:43:00 AM Y

Belated photos!
Ricky's 21st birthday 26/06/09.

our still-clean birthday boy

hardworking.

csc

iguides

hilarious pls

i tried to free you. lol

9:30:00 AM Y

its always so attractive to pay attention to little things around us cos not everyone can meet the expectation. not a bad habit to pick up i guess.

sleepy sat, and F* whoever who tells me they dont have to work on sat.

stressful mon and tues.

9:11:00 AM Y

the last day for this irritating in-line analysis and no more all the way untill my last day! it wasnt easy having to cope with the physical and mental stress that were resulted each time. not only that, theres some politics over here which cant be explained in words that easily. i dont want to be stirred in any invisible conflicts but they seem to be using me as a bait! as much as i want to get my work done properly and efficiently, all these thoughts are bringing my morale down.

ignorance is bliss. haiz.

nvm, 2 weeks + 2 days left. im so so so so tired.

the urge is back. HOW?!

emo nemo

1:22:00 PM Y

woodlands to work
fareast to shop
bugis to shop
bedok to eat
tampines to find love
bedok to mahjong

yeah! i can officially station my laptop at home since love bought his very own laptop using his hard-earned money. not easy to be WTFTD you see. i managed to psycho him to buy it on the spot and for a moment he couldnt believe he bought something close to 2k on such impulse. at least its something he eyed and compared price with, not that bad actually. retail therapy! =DD

ladyluck is by my side tonight. =))

5:52:00 AM Y

that was the exact same reason given back then. all that was wanted couldnt be given, thats so simple yet invisible. when reason is given, or should i say excuse, the decision was made to let go of the imprefections searching for a better one. thousand and one hints were given along the way but the more hints being dropped, the deeper the hole went. be it same or different mind games we are playing alongside, it revolves around the same thing, attention. should there be any chance left, grab it and dont regret when the healer appears. i dont wan history to repeat itself on another victim, a sinful one. i have no idea whether or not the truth should be mentioned but it depends on how you judge the current situation. definitely, its not the time for you to give up or play mind games.

ricky, the healer. =DD

5:28:00 AM Y

a simple day is
when a 60 mins long bus ride seems 60 secs,
when the shortest nap seems to be forever,
when everything is so in place.

and dumb lizard dropped onto my feet yest while im waiting for bus.
curse and swear pls!

11:28:00 AM Y

HAHHAHAA
love is damn funny and random pls!
i was whinning to him about my monthly torment and guess what he replied?
"ask doraemon to help you. cause he always sing ang ang ang. so can chase away ur lai ang"

2:18:00 PM Y

HAHAHA, i just realise night safari's pictures are mostly our camwhoring pictures. so i shall just pick afew to upload. and love was damn insisting on capturing one of his fav animal, mousedeer and ended up having 20-30 shots of them. despite the fact that night safari is a no-flashlight zone, love didnt give up on taking the animals in the night mode. so ended up only he can recog the animals while browsing through the pictures.

10 dollars.

the cute little thing was supposed to throw that can in but it purposely toss it around.

ended up the zookeeper has to snatch the can from it.

oh ya anyway,

HAPPY 19th love=DD

its been a long way,

looking at how u changed & how you forgive my mistakes EVERYTIME

you've been awesomely great and unbelievably understanding

thanks and password, love.

*although you are still naughty at times.

9:42:00 PM Y

love's birthday was a blast! the birthday boy definitely had a wonderful 21st with all the awesome people turning up for this little celebration. not forgetting all the dirty moments. photos will be uploaded soon.

another EXPECTED surprise for him the next day by AC. its the thoughts that count anyway. thanks to those who coordinated with me. headed to stjames next for leslie's 20th. love was happy to see the photobook that i made for him! =D

Mon he received another surprise from iguides and AC, actually not really a surprise but quite a couple of them turned up unexpectedly to pass him his present.

ok thats about it.
woohoo, my manager is not around!

9:06:00 AM Y

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