my life, my words

made an impromtu decision yest to tag along with ricky=DD to changi village for ac supper gathering. saw one AG on the way, super sexy super tall i swear. they got the genes man, seriously. moved from the hawker to changi beach for some talk cock session. watch plane plane fly pass while enjoying the sea breeze.

ACs really up to their names as they can really talk anything under the sun. from 12 all the way to 3am, they talked non-stop with laughters filled. despite me being distracted by the damn cockroachES the whole night, it was nice listening to their experiences and random knowledges. thought it was a pretty nice catch-up moment for them.

3:56:00 PM Y

-Darlings' day out

-V day pictures

password=DD

2:34:00 AM Y

yeah i've ended my days of digging my head into notes! mugging non-stop totally left me half dead. ate pastamania and caught the hilter show with ricky=DD. wasnt as fantastic as i thought and fell aslp during some scenes. headed for my all time favourite, mahjong session after that. played all the way till 4 plus before i surrendered. my eyes totally cannot open already! went home while they continued. we guai guai yesterday so lady luck came to stay by our sides. =DD

going off soon for ice-skating with my darlings.

12:40:00 PM Y

facebook's word challenge is super super addictive i swear =(

1:09:00 AM Y

休息是为了要走更长远的路，我这儿就去休息。

2:35:00 AM Y

like seriously, i can whine everyday till the end of exam. i hate mugging non-stop even when im not feeling well here and then, now and then. awhile headache awhile giddy, damn itdamn itdamn it! its like TWO SUBJECTS tog eh, but at least better than yr 1 where 2 subjects fall on the same day. thats the only way i can deceive myself into thinking positive. whatever. i've read through adfs, leaving fppkg hanging. have to chiongggggg all the way tml. lucks to myself, full conc pls!

its free more days to freedom! mj itch is here.
motivation: i dont want any regrets. (i hope i wont have, right dear?)

2:42:00 AM Y

"我帮你赶走 bee bee lei."
this sentence is still fresh in my head, it brings me smiles. =DD

8:41:00 PM Y

didnt know panadol contains caffeine, i popped one in anyway. 2 subjects are killing me, i dunno where to start what to start, what to cont where to cont.

u just dunno how much i hated it.
respect. both of u.

6:39:00 PM Y

totally down.

12:37:00 PM Y

pbpn was rather easy! hardwork paid off=)
so i shall give myself a half day break and start later.

4:20:00 PM Y

like totally no mood to start again.

2:37:00 PM Y

recovered from flu and sorethroat,
and now every night giddy=(.

something must be wrong with my gastric, keep wanting to vomit.
ppz lub.

12:50:00 AM Y

thanks vivi for her herbal tea! =)))
today she came into the lt and heard my manly voice, she gave me the herbal tea that was brewed by her. not only that, she ordered me to finish half of the bottle in order not to lose my voice tml. super sweet, thanks!

there are two types of students: one is they will complain that they didnt study anything yet they come out with flying colours and another one is they will talk about how fast they finish studying but ended up with an average grade. which type of student are u?

its enough to build all these invisible stress, so stop reminding me that i have 3 theory papers that ends only next wed. if u have lesser papers or end earlier or dont even have any paper, stop making it a big hoo-haa. stop making me feel that i've not enough time to study or whatsoever. ya if u have one of the above that seems "better" than mine, congrats ok.

ya fine, maybe like what he said, i'm easily affected.
anyway, 1 more week to go!

5:46:00 PM Y

your words may be unpleasant to ears but they shot right through.
its before, not now. oh-so-true. totally demoralised, damn it.
have to really focuse else i can predict those whinning moments already
i alr behind time and i still cant get anything in. pissed, fucking

and sorethroat seems to be on its way after flu.
tell me i'm talking to the wall, i will feel better this way.
i will feel better when theres no reply, no reciprocate.
but even walls have echos.

12:49:00 AM Y

i'm going to take a risk, wish me luck

really, i got no time to spare.

12:13:00 PM Y

Sneak preview.

this normal yet special day have been very well spent. have to thanks the kind weather actually. =) at first the sky totally dont look promising but end up it was the more than perfect sunny day.

had an alternative route to entering sentosa cos we took cable car from mt faber! gorgeous sceneries started my day off beautifully. played at siloso beach accompanied with a little sweet treat prepared by him. his diy choco fondue was nice and that occupied our stomach all the way till dinner.

dinner at white dog cafe with stacey and qj, they went sentosa as well but in diff location. i became lobster though i didnt apply the suntan lotion. yl even tot i put on make-up! met up with the usuals and changed into stacey's killer heels before having my virgin experience of clubbing at St. James! abit suaku to be mentioning that since i've passed 18 for like how many donkey months but at least im yet 19. =)

ok, its been a wonderful day with ricky=DD. i've always tot going to beach in pairs would be boring but he proved me wrong. as much as the fun, i enjoyed the serenity of being away from fake masked creatures. the atmosphere was felt. anyway, its a PINK vday this year.

lastly thanks dd for the efforts, the presents, the treats and the lovelyy day. =DD

11:24:00 AM Y

rain rain go away come again another day.

12:34:00 PM Y

i seriously think i have short study span. the most i can fully conc is 2 pathetic hours and i will start wondering around. have to eradicate this bad habit and try to read through more topics in a day! computers are really distracting=( and i've given up hope on waking up early in the morning to study. it dont works for me cos i never once wake up, even o lvls i swear.

anyway it've past 12, so HAPPY VDAY! 情人节快乐！
anticipating the arrival of tml. i shall take a off day from mugging and enjoy the 3s like what c said. hope my darlings have their fair share of fun as well, be it ice-skating or sakura treats. not forgetting loves and vp too.

LOVE is in the air yo!

reminder to self: NO MOOD SWING for the day

12:23:00 AM Y

handed in all the reports, done all the peer evaluation for various projects and took back all the test papers. yes, the sem ended. not pretty excited about it cos im not actually looking forward to it. maybe i wont be used to the empty and quiet school with everyone not around. and sip's going to start real soon, in less than 2 months time. i wonder where and how my working environment will be like. nvm, at least working should be slightly more interesting than studying. studying dont suck, exams suck.

anyway its vday tml! enjoy this normal yet special day =DD
received tiny tiny choco from lh, jasmine, edwin! =)) thanks!
sugarloaf-ed today.

torment for once is enough, now another is on its way.

8:24:00 PM Y

i feel inferior.
i feel left out.
i wish i can but i know its not the time yet.
as much as i want, i cant.
as much as i cant, u want.

different world.
Because i will never be inside.

1:22:00 AM Y

sometimes i dunno what u are trying to prove. you boost like the world's your best friend. when things arent as what u mentioned, u juz escape with a smile. really, 话中有话 kind of feeling. mind games seem to be the IN game nowadays.

satisfied my kimchi fried rice cravings today! (with added kimchi somemore)

the headache is here again. =(

pet society is fun with plenty plenty money!

8:20:00 PM Y

been feeling rather moody recently =( must be due to the stress.
EXAMS suck!

11:45:00 PM Y

some words have to be spoken to be known.

8:03:00 PM Y

a short update before i get myself on bed soon.
kudos to lh for teaching me fppkg during her break time today! =)))) ok last week of school seems slack yet stressful. left with lectures here and there. the last lap.

the mozzies in my house are getting naughtier. they started attacking areas of my body such as lower lip, BUTT and palm. like all the super weird places to be fed pls.

bar chor mee.

12:53:00 AM Y

no headache for the day! i seem to be doing badly for the quizs and class tests=( thats where my overall marks are always being pulled down. the stress is like dashing at me already.
you've been my support. =)

8:56:00 PM Y

having headache again. its already like the 2nd or 3rd time this week. freaking headache, freaking mood. exams just round the corner and i have yet to get myself into the mood, damn it.

6:39:00 PM Y

下定决心了，解赌到考完试过后再赌!

12:50:00 AM Y

Not a good start of the day.

fpqap interview seemed lucky as ever, got the question that i confirmed with lh just the min before i enter the room. mj was lucky with ricky=DD. followed by steamboat at zhen fa with iguides. overnight mj again at wz, down on luck.

bad yest. bad today.

6:31:00 PM Y

hey "haha",
i guess i have really over-estimated you. now that i know you are so limited in your creativity and vocab that you have to go to the extent of copy paste each time you tag. not that im very gd in eng but at least i dont copy paste any of my post dude.

anyway do i know you? if u know me well, u wouldnt have said such a foolish statement. cos my bf dont have such a narrow heart like u. when even he dont regard my actions as flirting, what makes u think u have e rights to even comment about them? or are you just plain jealous of my capability to get along well with opp sex? then i suggest you go attend some socialising course to UP UR SERVICE. TP-AS having this course in march, care to join?

if you dont me well, hi nice to meet you. i will get my bf to buy u some sweets=) you are allowed to choose the flavours! ok, i might consider letting u choose the sizes as well.

i guess you have better things to do than stalking my blog. if you are not happy, feel free to confront me anytime. i will respect u if u dare to step out and tell me straight in my face. no point hiding behind the scene behaving like a coward who goes around with the name "haha".

grow up, kid.

8:44:00 PM Y

3pm lesson is the best thing that can ever happen to an AS student. i can sleep untill i auto-wake before slowly preparing for school. i swear i almost fainted during lab cos i skipped my lunch. my vision blurred and the surrounding started turning, with those cold sweats rolling down my cheeks. went to the toilet but nope, i did not vomit cos i didnt want to have red spots on my face again. squatted there for like few mins and felt better after that.

went for the dunno who's concert at tcc. ricky=DD is smart, he went to the concert without his spects. reason being, he was in a rush this morning and couldnt find his glasses so he went out without them. oh anyway, he had presentation today as well. imagine that.

so much so for the trust. i'm right afterall, they are not meant to be trusted.

final interview is scary. i know nuts about whats going to be tested. =( when its over, everything is about to end officially.
main exam is scary. i have enjoyed my sem 2.2 while others are rushing their asses off projects. now that its the other way round, with me having 3 papers and others with 2.

i will miss the graduates=(

1:18:00 AM Y

ok sat was overnight mahjong again. went home ard 7 plus am and out again at 10am for cny visitings yet AGAIN. imagine how tired i was this weekend. this time was bukit batok to chua chu kang and lastly hougang for the stay. dropped dead afterwhich.

lou hei-ed for the 3rd time today and this time round its with ACs.

now that everything links, its scary to know how people can side themselves with their oh-so-true stories. blame it on those naughty mouths, bitches.

inevitable torments.

1:36:00 AM Y

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