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Sunday, November 30
i find that its so true to say "you cant judge a book by its cover". when you are not so close to someone, you will see all the goods. but when you get to spend more time with the person, all the bads will start to appear. im starting to find it irritating although i refuse to admit so. 10:07:00 PM Y Friendster Horoscope for November 30, 2008 Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20) The Bottom Line Don't be too righteous about things. Laughing at yourself is a healthy thing to do. hahahhahahhahaha, shiyi, you are such a joke. ok my friendster horoscope asked me to laugh at myself. bye, i going to stare at the mirror and laugh. 2:08:00 PM Y Saturday, November 29 LOL ricky=DD's blog made me smile. especially the part on terrorist, hilarious or what. 11:48:00 PM Y i dont like flu=( i dont like having blocked nose. its like you will have breathing difficulty and it sucks. you cant think properly with the blocked pathway. ya no link but i dont care, its irritating. i dont like the feeling of wanting to sneeze but cant sneeze it out. i dont like to blow my nose cos its giving me a headache doing so. get well soon before tt! why does sorethroat always lead to flu and cough? so dumb. 11:28:00 PM Y when you see how others appreciate your gifts, you feel happy too! =))) sometimes you have no chance but to think positive. its like what else can you do but to deceive and force yourself to think of the better of a bad. thats what im doing now to make myself feels better. so stop rubbing salt onto my wound if possible as i really feel terrible whenever being reminded of the lost. i'll really appreciate. the msia trip made this term pass really fast! its like we are obviously still in the holiday mood and now have to start mugging for term test already. and whats worse, that is only one week left before the actual starts. but thanks god, my termtest timetable is still quite acceptable considering the fact that im having one paper per day. oh ya! TSK......... ricky=DD has only 1 paper and his only paper is on wednesday while mine is like 2 days after his. timetable slack and now term test also slack. eyerrrrrrrrrrrr seems like the flu bugs are coming to me soon. 13 days left. oh and photos of msia trip will be uploaded asap (hopefully) after i got the remaining photos from zh on monday. 4:35:00 PM Y Friday, November 28 darn ricky=DD Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
11:07:00 PM Y ok for the benefits of vivi and ryn, i shall blog out my 4 days trip in details! i will try to summarise though, otherwise its going to be damn long-winded. first day -went to the egg factory -goodies: hard-boiled egg (the nicest i ever ate) -headed to melaka afterwhich and stopped at some random restaurant for lunch. the meals there are super 丰富ok! we were practically having 大鱼大肉for every lunch and dinner. there were always a standard of 6 dishes with soup and dessert, served as restaurant style. will get fat anot you tell me. -were given sometime to shop if i didnt rmb wrongly. -i love the first hotel. -happening time over at kiki and my room! second day -had buffet breakfast throughout the 3 days. 不肥是假。 -went to nonya restaurant for lunch. peranakan dishes! nonya is refering to those chinese with malay culture. -visit to vermicelli factory. i swear its the most _____ factory. those who went should know what to fit in, shldnt ruin their reputation so fill in the blank! -goodies: 1 packet of rice vermicelli -headed to shah alam next -i dont like the second hotel. (many things happened there.) -dinner and again happening time over at janson's. third day -breakfast as usual -visit to cerebos factory, which is brand's -goodies: chicken essence! -went to chocolate factory next. -i dont like the buffet lunch=( imagine having to eat those fried food when you're having sorethroat. totally no taste and damn turn off! -visit to the 2nd factory yeo hiap seng, yeo's -goodies: cartons of packet drinks (i drank 2 packets over there and brought back 3) -dinner and shopping time! you should see how we shop la. we were like chionging from one shop to another cos there werent ample time given to slowly browse through a shop. ks aunties pls. -party at mh & lh's forth day -visit to hi 5 bread town -goodies: bread, swiss roll, cream roll, muffins, orange cake. -lunch and headed to yong peng for local products. -went back and home sweet home. didnt really have time to shop so hope my darlings like what we bought! and also hope you like it. =DD so to conclude our trip, its eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep. time to work hard for term test yo! things haven been good since i came back but im feeling better alr. at that moment i really felt so disappointed. why all things have to come together to ruin my mood when its supposed to be happy. forgive and forget. at least it brightens my day seeing my darlings getting so happy when they see me in school! =DD i dunno how long i can deceive myself and carry on this way. 6:42:00 PM Y Monday, November 24 aching all over upon finishing my csas draft. i've had my bag packed and all left with my shoe bag which is still with ricky=DD. and my bag is super heavy. and i dont like heavy bags=( my darlings sending me off tml! loves is already missing me when im still in sg! love love. i hate to have indefinite answers. i hate to be left hanging there. i hate this feeling. it dampens my mood bcos i dont have any positive feeling towards it. i hate i hate i hate! ya whatever, i dont have a choice now. i dont have the final say. shit feeling. dont miss me people. i'll be back kicking in 4 days time! but i'll miss you definitely. =DD 1:30:00 AM Y Sunday, November 23 no time to blog ah! spent the whole friday night viwawa-ing and slept at 12am. planned to finish my work on sat but went out with ricky=DD and co instead. went all the way to boonlay and back to fareast for dinner. next to cine for movie. we caught Beverly hill chihuahua which i find it quite nice! caught the last bus and home sweet home. today went to school to fetch my shoe bag from locker but i left it in ka's car. TSK! so in conclusion, i did nothing for the whole weekend eh! have to chiong later so that i dont have to rush my csas when im back. have to pack my baggy as well. ahhhh so many things to be done tonight! cheryl is big big loves! she can sense my unhappiness even through msging ok! 8:12:00 PM Y Thursday, November 20 last night i slept with a terrible tummy upset and woke up this morning with a fever! skipped lectures but still i went out with my darlings since i have to go school for some reasons. they nagged at me like some mummies pls, super cute. actually they are worried that instead of going home i might sneak back to school for ac training. i love being with them cos i can whine to them like nobody's bizness. my house is very noisy due to the lift upgrading construction, giving me headaches. =( since 9am they started drilling untill now its 6pm alr and they r still drilling! hardworking or what. 5:56:00 PM Y Wednesday, November 19 -LOVES!  duke's flag * -WEDDING PHOTOS.  orchard hotel. *   his family.   with his er jie. *  we had a hard time trying to get his little cousin to take picture with us. ricky=DD is actually pressing him down as you can see in the picture. *   -BALLOON PHOTOS.   before *  after, totally out of shape. 10:25:00 PM Y sometimes you are not the only one tolerating others, others might be tolerating you as well. so depressing to find out that everyone is actually wearing a fake mask. its making life so difficult and tiring having to put on fake smiles. i always believe that whenever theres unhappiness, it should be thrashed out by both parties in order to solve it. whats the use of bottling everything up and making things worse at the end of the day? i dunno if its refering to me but if so, tell me straight for we still have a long way to go. i shall follow AH DI's happy rule: To lead a carefree life even when it doesn't seems to be that carefree To lead a slack life even when it doesn't seems to be that slack Because all things is just something something is just nothing Life doesn't need to have anything to be happy to sum up, it is to hack care! because i know even if everyone abandons me, you'll always be there. 1:22:00 AM Y Tuesday, November 18 hectic and stressful day, shall spare you guys the details or else all the vulgars will be flying around. have to thanks janson for willing to replace me for the bistro walk thingy tml. you are being extremly helpful dude! and you, thanks for listening to my rants. =DD 8:25:00 PM Y i wish i can do something about it but doubt im in the right position to make any decisions. if i were to take the initiatives, will the others mind? why arent you doing anything when you're supposed to? i really dunno what am i allowed to do and whats not. everyone is like so well-prepared but just not mine. it will sure be chaotic when the actual thing starts, i bet you so. argggg, just hope nothing goes wrong. i dont want the few weeks effort to go down the drain. whatever la. 10:39:00 AM Y Monday, November 17 blessings to the newlyweds! photos will be up shortly. =) 12:46:00 AM Y Sunday, November 16 received my sudoku pay!! few bucks richer yo. last week to self declared 4 days-holiday! 2:57:00 PM Y i dunno. i just want to forget everything. msia in a week time! thats all i know i dont wan to smile when im not happy messy blog entries. messed up. whatever 3:38:00 AM Y i want to blog but dunno what to blog. i dunno what can be seen and whats not. i dunno how to talk the way ppl like so as not to offend ppl. i dunno how not to be myself so as to please others. i want to listen instead of talk too. i want to change but i am me. can i not change? i dont like to go out cos i dont have to talk when home i need to rest during weekends so im mostly home but i dont like to stay home cos its boring i like to go out to relax and chill. ya contradicting can? emo can anot? i dont like to emo. i wan to stay that way. but how? its not working. white tiger. random. anyone has temp job to intro? (for lcm) 12:54:00 AM Y Friday, November 14 that cheeky boy.   ya he got fascinated by balloon! *  he climbed into ac room ok! esther asked him to stop there for us to take photo. *  *   our oatmeal biscuit! nice shot pls  ingredientssssssss -Belated photos.  ok this is the 4 types of drinks i had at paramount hotel (mentioned few posts ago.)  SCK at csc event. *  *   this gal ah....  ya our jobs were to chop chop chop. *  stage 1  stage 2  stage 3  stage 4  and i got this from the carnival! 9:21:00 PM Y yeah i didnt have to present today due to time constraint! so it means one down and my csas's gonna be all the way after my msia trip. so now i only have to focuse on projects and quizs first. talking about csas, i didnt get to consult the teacher once again! TSK. why cant they like allow those who havent had the consultation last week go first? i know everyone is eager to be on the right track and stuffs but why cant they be more thoughtful for other people? now that i havent get to consult the teacher at all, i dont even know whether am i on the right track. thanks ppl. whatever la. and i have no idea whether my biscuits today are considered successful becos i received two sides of comment. i personally felt that it isnt as crispy as previous few but overall its still acceptable, less oily and chao tah. hopefully on the actual day, the ovens will be good boys/girls and bake using the right temperature and give us the correct degree of browning. ccn day. faezah's curry chicken is nice! 6:53:00 PM Y i dont understand why they NO BRAIN you also follow suit. 12:01:00 AM Y Thursday, November 13 fppkg presentation tml! its constantly bothering me but not to a very very great extent, so still quite good. i know nuts about what im going to present tml, wish me luck. read from the slides yo! one more week to msia trip, excited or what. and coryn told me a good news yest! our csas presentation is one-to-one with the teacher! so happy upon hearing that ok, at least its much better den presenting in front of the class. yeah yeah yeah, faster come faster go. i must be crazy to have volunteered. damn it. like as if they will give me a slice of ham or a scoop of icecream to eat. TSK. must be another waste of time business again. another round of formulation tml, hope it will be a success! projects quiz projects projects quiz. finally the weekend is here again. liver liver liver 8:51:00 PM Y Wednesday, November 12 the bloody construction downstairs is giving me a headache. and the cooling weather is inviting me to bed. but i have AdFs lect quiz tml and i have to start studying like now? presentations are coming=(((( hopefully i can clear them fast and forget about presentations during the trip. i eat even when im not hungry, how? 3:51:00 PM Y Malaysia trip is coming! its like all the food science people are counting down to its arrival! although being labelled as a STUDY trip, i already can imagine us going havoc during our free time. let it be an escape from this torment a few days, its getting really suffocating with all these struggles. oh oh, and i tell the world a secret. i used my mircobiology labcoat during my baking lab and totally no one noticed it, not even myself. imagine how much bacteria fell onto my oatmeal biscuit, YUMMY! another shocking news yest, AN ZHEN IS ATTACHED TOO! omg omg omg. first its zy and now its az. its time to have some sweet catch up with 4Es. i wonder how many of them found theirs too. i will love you with all my liver, trust me. L-I-V-E-R eh, important ok. 7:56:00 AM Y Tuesday, November 11 SUNDAY went for a csc event over at the field beside tm and got back a cute balloon! i swear its damn cute that i got so happy having to bring it home. the trip to orchard afterwhich made me super super super tired. pictures will be uploaded soon. MONDAY school as usual but smth worth mentioning! my teacher told us that instead of heart, liver is the most important organ in our body. reason being that it synthesizes most of our essential substances. so in future, we should say i LIVER you instead of ya you-know-what. TUESDAY kristz msg me saying its my day today! true true... its eleven eleven today! he super random but i felt as though its my birthday today. HAHA! i've been slping damn early like before 12 eh! despite sleeping early, i still feel slpy the next day. thats the effect of not having a good rest during weekend. school is boring, not worth much updates actually. 8:05:00 PM Y Sunday, November 9 yeah! my left eyelid jumped without any bad thing happening today. its usually very accurate, at least for me. had an awesome dinner at Paramount Hotel to celebrate my aunt's birthday. its ala carte buffet and we ordered a shocking 25 dishes with just 6 people at that table. imagine sitting there for 3 hours eating almost non-stop. WOW louder pls. and considering the fact that the 6 of us are all youngsters, you can guess how bloated we were. although its by head basis, its definitely worth the mollah provided you bring an empty stomach there. one of the dishes has a very cute name- little monk jump over the wall. its smaller version of buddha jump over the wall i guess? ok besides that, we ordered mini octopus, soft shell crab, prawns of 3 different cooking styles, soon hock (fried fish, super nice i swear), scallop, ostrich meat, salmon, sushi, beijing duck, sweet and sour pork, yangzhou fried rice and alot more. its all inside my stomach so my brain decided not to bother too much to recall them. i wanted to take photos initially but found out that i've been too busy eating. and guess what, i was spoilt with choices for drinks. imagine having 4 different glasses of drinks in front of you. i had red wine, chinese tea, honeydew juice and champagne. i hope i wont get any stomachache in the middle of the night or smth. i rmb telling fs i was feeling damn bloated after my lunch. now im telling the whole world that im feeling damn bloated after my dinner. time to get some exercise dude. i will eventually get heavier than rui QI BAI=DD if i cont eating at this rate. i dont care, he is still 2 digit heavier than me. anyway he was telling me that his name is rui QI BAI the other day and just when i was about to demand 2 dollars from him, i found out that its sadly true. there goes my 2 dollars. lol. on a random note, ler is damn funny la. "no bet no chance. no chance no huat. no huat no $. no $ no life." he sounds like a typical gambler totally. 1:35:00 AM Y Saturday, November 8 time to upload some photos.  i swear minnie looks like her owner.       nah, wasnt injured. was asked to help my bro try out his hand brace. in case u wonder, he's from the course occupational therapy and thats y he's doing all these shit stuffs on me.     lagi act cute.  2:58:00 PM Y i dont like the weather now. =( and i prevent myself from going toilet cos i feel too sticky to be inside there even for a mere few mins business. ITS TRUE OK! maybe in future, even the toilets will become air conditioned. wont that be great? then every morning, students will start falling asleep right inside the comfy toilet. adapting to changes. its abit stressful even untill now, not knowing how to what to when to what to speak. i seriously detest this feeling and somehow miss the past, when i can simply frown instead of giving fake smiles when not in the mood. whine so much also no use, nothing can be changed. aching all over, feeling tired and sticky. NEGATIVE. shldnt this period of the year be turning winter-like weather? burn more papers and tree la. tsk 12:07:00 AM Y Thursday, November 6 my fppkg with mh n co went on ultra smoothly this morning! super efficient and made my trip to school worthwhile. how i wish every project meeting can be equally productive and i swear i will love projects. also, big thanks to leejingmin for guiding me through my csas research work! from searching for articles to printing them out, she was of great help definitely! at least i have some direction now, like finally after DAYS of being stucked. ily, dont tell ken. lol ok la, thanks wz for his papers too. =)) i will try to be cute and not be a fly. =DD anyway, aston is alright other than its stuffing hot over there. and dumb coryn introduced me to a game website which i have a strong urge to play it later. TSK! 8:01:00 PM Y Wednesday, November 5 thanks for popping by at this hour. i received a surprise motivation at my tak glam moment -pinned up hair with spects. so i shall eradicate my initial plan of nuaing/slping n cont with my research. password max la. =DD 1:31:00 AM Y PUBLIC CONFESSION. i hate csas after researching for few days, i just found out that actually i dunno what im looking for. HAHA no wonder i cant find anything pls. not dunno but dont have an exact direction! thats what i dont like about research. i always cant find my stuffs while others can find ANYTHING they want. ok la i suck at looking for keywords can? kl was telling me she has 7 projects which owned me flat flat. BUT i have 4 projects with quizs coming up, not funny either eh! maybe perhaps still can be on par ok VP! a phone call away. =) 12:49:00 AM Y Tuesday, November 4 exhausted and drained. projectssss. turning the steering wheel helps me destress. LOL i feel important for that moment you see. super gay as i wasnt sitting at the driver's seat obviously but the car WAS MOVING ok! that made it interesting. 8:17:00 PM Y another project launched today, 4 on hand now. everything clash here and there, i dont like! how i wish i can merge everything together so i dont have to miss anything. your attitude is turning me off seriously. cant you just be more sensitive of how others will think and feel? in such situation, cant you just accept the fact instead of making the atmosphere so awkward? so what if you have back-up, and mind you its just a status thanks. stop acting like you have the universe behind you. bird brain you've got. 12:48:00 AM Y Sunday, November 2 at least, i hope to find comfort in it. instead of doubting everything, finding fault in everything. its too tiring this way. burden no? stressful yes? i want to take a stroll by the beach. . 4:57:00 PM Y i seem to be overwhelmed by projects. currently, i have 3 on hand. who dont feel suffocated you tell me? its unlike the past where i still can go to my grp members for help since we hang out together and stuffs. now it seems im all on my own doing work with new classmates. different working style that i have to cope with. communication skills that need to be improved in order to minimize misunderstandings. i dont like this feeling. i dont need other things to add on to my burden pls. the stress level is going up. weekends are meant to be relaxing and not having to mug myself in all the research works. i need my weekends for hibernation, now i dont. i need my weekends to be happy, now i dont. been thinking alot but just dont dare to commit the same mistake again. i hope i wont blurt it out anytime. everything is getting on my nerve. fo. 1:51:00 PM Y Saturday, November 1 while others were party-ing outside, i slept at 9.30pm last night! its seem to be YEARS since i sleep before ten. what a record breaking night. i was exhausted by those emotional and physical strains these few days. was a good night rest though, waking up feeling happy cos its the eleven-th 1st! =) 1 more 1st to the 1st. ricky=DD searched high and low, low and high the whole friday morning for his lost thumbdrive claiming that theres alot of important documents inside. when i met him for lunch yesterday, he told me that he went home to find his thumbdrive and came back to library to find but cant find it anywhere. he was super sad when he told me about it i swear. actually * * * while taking out something from my bag just now, i found ricky=DD's "lost " thumbdrive. LOL he's so gonna kill me when he reads this tml. (he is having iguides camp now and i told him to read my blog when he break-camp tml.) its inside my bag since thursday evening i guess. we went to play badminton with yingen leekiang steven? and he left his belongings inside my bag. after ac and before we left for dinner, he took back his hp wallet and forgot about his thumbdrive. that explains everything. how blur can he get? and not only that, he drove to school at 8am thinking that theres lab that day while all his classmates knew about the cancellation of lab. smart ricky=DD i love my tagboard the way its filled with many many tags by different different people! it makes me happy happy each time i come to my blog. =) and i dont understand why some people have to behave that way trying to capture attention? i'm not obliged to smile at your jokes. you just dont get it that being an attention seeker is a complete turnoff to many. i dunno how long i can tolerate your attitude. and this is just the beginning. 5:52:00 PM Y |
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