my life, my words

went to kiki's house at lagoon view before heading to amk hub for night safari yest. her house has extremely beautiful scenery of east coast park. the boat, sea and sky is just outside of the windows of her room! i tried to capture the scenery but it didnt turn out as nice as being there and using your own eyes.

boarded a super long bus that took us around 1 hr to reach amk hub. dined there before heading to night safari! there was already a long queue when we reached at around 7.30pm. saw stac, qj and yl there too, we went different ways though.

an enjoyable day despite having a splitting headache back then. oh ya,and we managed to catch the animal show! thanks fs for checking out the last buses for me but left out the night rider ah. not really left out but he didnt phrase his words properly and i thought there isnt any at amk! stop har har-ing me.

we found out that theres still night riders as we were reprimanded by the cab driver "why didnt you all take night rider?" "why didnt you all take last bus?" "why didnt you all take cab at night safari when theres no midnight charge yet?" actually that cab driver was full of craps pls! 只差我没吐在他。

alright, photos will be uploaded tml or 3 days later. 3 to the 1st 1st. happy 9th, wan love.

can even see the wakeboarding pond from her house!

4:41:00 PM Y

kbox at cine-
kiki's interview at Goodpark hotel-
shop at farEast, paragon's gucci-
taka for kinokuniya and dinner-
day filled with laughters with my dearest-s

scvk yo.

vivi: "chi, see what they doing with their fingers entangled"

i dont sing, so i can only 抢镜头. haha

灰机，耶。

just for show.

10:54:00 PM Y

i am so going to crap my way through my apfs paper tml.
damn sickening pls. theres always hurdles the night before apfs paper.
y do i always have this i-dont-feel-like-studying feeling for apfs?
i dont like the feeling of "oh-shit, i see this somewhere in some chapter"
but aiya, last minute work what you expect?
smooth and easy paper for me pls!
questions i focused and studied pls come out and play,
those that i've not, be good boys and girls, stay home watch tv. =)
9 more hours to holiday!!! how great!
i wish i can have the right to make things my way, you selfish.
congrats on being approved.

your luck is going to brace me through.

2:28:00 AM Y

who got mood to study for last paper? lol
i ended up wasting half an hour looking for split ends.
its very fun i tell you, can tear them apart like some strings.

no. maybe. no. haiz.

the worse is when you are not sleepy yet dont have mood to study.

1:24:00 AM Y

even no mood to continue. nb

1:13:00 AM Y

feeling sleepy again now. HOW?!
i am taking ages just to read one slide. -_- HOW?!

9:58:00 PM Y

finally a good nice sleep after days of mugging.
its still not the end but ending soon! just one more to go!
theres no space for me.

6:18:00 PM Y

i am so not in the mood to study.

anyway, lucks everyone.

calm and peaceful,
happy and loved,
heartaching and sinful,
agitated and angry!
sad

ok, what an emotional day. thats y i dont like exam period. mood is everything, so expensive.

12:52:00 AM Y

Motivation of the day

loves love loved.

stomach filled with motivation now. =DD

6:02:00 PM Y

later licky will scold again, "wa still got time to upload photos hor." =P

"不要拍我，you always take my tak glam pictures then post on blog."

nice shot ok.

the handwriting looks familiar hor ljm? saw it at library level 4=)

1:03:00 PM Y

Licky forced me to do this personality test in the midst of my studying. tsk

A*h*-D*i*] says:
u took the colour test already?
shiyi says:
ya
[A*h*-D*i*] says:
wats ur answer?
shiyi says:
forgot
[A*h*-D*i*] says:
wa lao
shiyi says:
i did yest lei
[A*h*-D*i*] says:
neh
[A*h*-D*i*] says:
re do
[A*h*-D*i*] says:
must use the same colour

Color test results:

House - Being a sensible person, you prefer to research any situation before taking action. You don't trust anyone's opinion but your own. You handle your money carefully and accumulate it in small, but secure, increments.

Shirt - Preferring a more casual appearance, you are more comfortable in jeans and a t-shirt than in a suit. You don't like over dressing for any occasion, although you never look scruffy.

Rose - Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.

Car - You are a very practical person. It's more important to you that the things you own are useful, rather than nice to look at.

Handphone - You are very sociable! You are the center of attention and have great stories to tell. But this often prevents from establishing deep relationships.

Bear - You are very strong-willed, even bordering on stubborn. You like to take care of yourself before helping others, although you will never let people down.

quite true actually.

1:47:00 AM Y

Singapore's Dietary Guidelines 2003

1. Enjoy a variety of food using the Healthy Diet Pyramid as a guide.
2. Achieve and maintain body weight within the normal range.
3. Eat sufficient amounts of wholegrains.
4. Eat more fruit and vegetables every day.
5. Choose and prepare food with less fat, especially saturated fat.
6. Choose and prepare food with less salt and sauces.
7. Choose beverages and food with less sugar.
8. If you drink alcoholic beverages, do so in moderation.

my brain is tiny, someone help me memorise this chunk pls?
order of sentence and every single word must be exactly the same.

12:54:00 AM Y

.- says:
at least u dare to open book
.- says:
at least u have e courage
.- says:
sometimes i dont even dare to open e book luh
.- says:
lol
.- says:
scared like cannot finish studying
.- says:
chill luh

thanks =) i will spare you one shooting star for k and y, choose one.
har har

10:26:00 PM Y

i feel some kind of invisible push in it, quite strongly actually
but also i feel as though a bucket of cold water was poured over me.
its not enough i know but i dunno how to make it done.
to a extent that i can pause and start day dreaming,
constantly asking myself the question, "what exactly went in?"
haha, nothing. depressing an answer.
i formed a distorted circle, with holes in between.

i just wanted some peaceful moments.
noisy. agitation. disturbance.
i have no time for any mind games now.

6:19:00 PM Y

i dont want to friend you. neh

11:12:00 AM Y

its time to step out of my comfort zone and get things done faster.
at the end of the day, actually i know nothing at all. haha
wont there always be residues even after filtration?
7 more days, i need concentration at the fullest!
your presence is my motivation, thanks love. =)

7:53:00 PM Y

sleepy and tired. 6 hours non-stop drained me.
school library is a good place to study alone in the morning.
but not untill around noon when all the late-birdies start coming in.
treasure hunt, andddd i'm found! love you pls.

semi-final again for table tennis single, lijiawei.
its a pity fengtianwei met the top player that early, in 4th round.
believe that this super zai player can make it to gold in 4 years to come!
hope singapore can clinch another medal to end off this olympic 2008.

i cant wait for exams to be finished.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTT,
after knowing that schedules clashed, theres like 50% reduce in eagerness
same old reasons. =( nvm, time management.

11:53:00 PM Y

its 20.08.2008 today!
i want to choose nice nice date to get married next time! LOL
i enjoyed this yummy day yo, because i slept the whole afternoon.
11pm and 1.30am are my motivations during certain days.

10:58:00 PM Y

i love the photographer, thanks for this candid shot.

2:50:00 AM Y

while others are either studying or already slept,
i am here reading an emotional blog and getting distracted.
i hate myself for that,
for not being able to concentrate.
for getting distracted so easily.
for being so stupid.

12:08:00 AM Y

ok, a delayed and random post.
haha, i still naively thought that way.
i was happy having that thought actually, skipped a beat.
but having found out that its not, i dunno should i be glad or sad.
i know i should be glad as things are only right if it happens this way.
but it was all my mistake, my bad.
i once used that E******* word so loosely,
confidently thinking that it just fits in so perfectly.
i dont regret but the guilt is still there.
there are things that are so hidden, that no one knows even untill now.
i didnt do what i promised and what i should. my bad.
but its the fact that things happen only after which, not as what you thought.
just wanted to tell you
> o uri ulwuys my "diur", a m se isu te hew yeo levid mi

5:35:00 PM Y

~~demanding~~ or insensitive?
~~i am~~ or you are.

damn it. like totally no mood to study? and tml got cat quiz?!
haha. back to the square one, i dunno whats holding things back.
oblivious of whats necessary at the right time? doubt so.
i want this and next week to pass and shall welcome the carefree holiday.
sleep, fi or cat? i want viwawa. LOL
i want to walk under the rain and wash off my thoughts.
i need to concentrate on my papers.
11 more days, long and draggy ones.

2:30:00 PM Y

i just found out that i have very short attention span,
of a pathetic one and a half hour the most.
after that, i will start to wander around my house. LOL
doing random stuffs and sadly, wasting my time off.

anyway, congrats to singapore tt team on the expected silver medal.
and of cos, to lin dan for being the champion once again!
his match with li chong wei was amazingly impressive i should say.
his skills and tactics are really hmmm, description beyond words.
really really love his footworks and JUMPSMASHES especially!

its just 12 more days! endure people.
quality time awaiting for all these torments to be over, looking forward pls.
pls dont disappoint me when the time comes. =DD EXCITED SIOL!

12:41:00 AM Y

very sinful! anyway, rest well love =DD
i watched olympic for the whole day eh!
after lecture went to library with vivi to watch diving
rushed home with ricky=DD to watch table tennis
again at 10pm, my dad asked me to watch tt's replay
and at 12am, my mom asked me to watch badminton gals D'

i seem so motivated by them to watch olympic siol.
maybe i should resort to ryn and kiki's tactic, LOL
1) switch off power supply at home.
so that i wont use com, watch olympic or chat on phone with love
2) let them keep my hp.
so that i wont be tempted to msg/call love

now i know what are distractions.
it has always been just com addiction but now theres olympic!
officially addicted to/in love with them. love too. =DD

1:29:00 AM Y

CONGRATS to singapore table tennis team on getting into finals yo!
its now the fight between china and sg for gold and silver.
after 48 years, we get our olympic medal once again.
although most have predicted the final result, we still have a silver!
its definitely something for us singaporeans to feel proud about.
WAY TO GO SINGAPORE TEAM! RED for singapore!

isnt impossible to reach tp in 5 mins frm my hse yeah? =DD
i feel so stressed out by the match that i am having a headache now.
but its really a very nice match that worth spending our 2 hours plus watching.
woots!

6:48:00 PM Y

its so fragile and worst still, hard to maintain.
so many real-life experiences around me that made me lose hope.
you cant judge things just by its surface, its all fake.

loves made me super high in the middle of the night!

12:39:00 AM Y

Mutual dislike in disguise.
caffeine is not doing its work these few days.
can i have some mega dose of it?
time not enough yo.

may you have the utmost energy to endure you through. =DD

5:58:00 PM Y

for your info, i feel like slapping your Fface.
compare the two, which one better? see for yourself.
i shall keep my cool this time round. its all over yo
but really eh, those fu de ys hty pls.
i know you do visit, for you to see anyway. HAHA
try to understand, bzdwzjsm right? hwhw.
my impression of you changed from bad to worst
really, no use being so ks and zd when you myzg
your ksdpy has but definitely not you. =)

9:39:00 PM Y

lovely pancakes topped with maple syrup.
great satisfactions definitely. password password yo!
i am so looking forward to post exam activities already ok.
tml going excursion again! old school pls.
un-mute your com and listen to my new blog song, its nice =)
my eye lid jumps non-stop these few days
my heart feels heavyyyy each time it does.
nvm, holiday in 16 more days!

6:04:00 PM Y

no sense of urgency.

its been the 3rd, you dont i do. ALOT

my "small white" is not shaking head anymore. =(

where is its sunshine?

i took a uncomfortable nap earlier on,

although its windy, i couldnt rest in ease.

feeling sleepy again now.

this post is oh-so-random bcos i duno wad to blog

but i just dont feel like studying

so i have to crap my way through this entry.

17 more days. 2.5 more weeks. YES!

no sense of urgency. how?!

lin dan jiayou! inlove with jump smash yo

big white goes arcade everyday eh.

juz bcos of his "spend 10$ free 10$" membership

mad or what?

i dont like going to school just for that 1 or 2 hours

but i cant dont go cos its revision lectures,

where HINTS are usually dropped

11/11/11 is 3 years away. LOL

i wasted 2 hours again. like usual

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

it dont take up much time ya?

simple request, selfish mindset

ok tired of randomness.

you are naughtier.

11:18:00 PM Y

small little notes.
heartbeat.motivation.strength.
small little surprises.
icecream.piggy.star.swhite.

1:38:00 AM Y

look at his jump smash, awesome yo!

lin dan from china. known to be the world champion.

just witnessed his match and like wow, deserve the title man.

ohman ohman ohman~

9:23:00 PM Y

oh ya anyway, congrats ricky=DD on passing his DL for 1 year on the 6th.
no more red and yellow triangle yo!

1:05:00 PM Y

click to enlarge!

12:47:00 PM Y

i am seriously having difficulties concentrating, or even start revising. olympic games are distracting me big time ok. i kept running from my tv to my com and from my com back to tv. its nothing near studying. whenever its near exam period, the slightest thing can distract me the whole day. and its getting frustrating at the end of the day knowing that you've wasted another 24 hrs again. 3 weeks more to endure with. so near yet so far. i'm looking forward to the 29th so much yo.

look into my eyes and tell me the truth, stop playing mind games.

12:10:00 PM Y

went to kiki's cosplay at suntec yest. anyway, shes the one with green hair!
shall let the pictures do the talking. =)